A visit from fresno! :)

SHARON BENITA is heree! wootwoottt! Obviously I have been slacking off a lot. hahaha. On sunday we stayed up till 6am! We went to kawanua, karaoke and talked till 6am! And we were going hiking at MT. Si at 10am! So yeahh lack of sleep that's for suree! haha. But it's been fun! :)

DISNEYLAND

I've been like watching the travel channel for the past hour and it's been about Disney world! U have no idea how much I wanna go there right noww! A mini vacation would be so niceee! Some place like Disneyland or Hawaii! hahahahaha. OH mann I'm like dreaminggg about itt. hahahaha.

confused.

Lifeee..

Life is so hard at times. It confuses me. Really it does! Right now I feel really lost and don't know what to do. At some point I feel like I just want to go home where I don't have to worry about things so much. Being here on your own, sometimes it sucks! I mean I love learning to be independent but when you push yourself to hard you're gonna lose it at some point. And let's just say I'm really really close to that.

After all the things I've been through I've realized that I'm not as strong as I thought I was. Geezzzz. Maybe I shouldn't be putting myself down like that. But it's true. Ci iflin said that women are like tea bags. you don't know how strong a woman is until you put her into hot water. And hot water meaning facing problems and all that enchaladaa that goes with it! I feel like I've been dipped into hot water and pulled back then dipped into it again. So me being strong is not constant. Sometimes I can be real strong but sometimes I'm just pure WEAK!

It kind of sucks too how all the problems I'm facing have to do with moneyy! Have u realized that most problems in the world are coz of money? Well I have! I'm stressing with hearing about how tuition is all going up and with the economy crisis going on who know's if rent is gonna be more expensive and prices of food going up?! I feel bad for my dad. I actually have thought of quitting school just because I don't want my dad to stress about sending me money all the time. Which he has been forgetting to do. Or being late at sending me money. It's been tough on all of us I guess. I'm sorryy dadddyy! :( If only money grew on trees! haha.

Anywayy besides all thatt.. todayy it was tusuk sate day at church! we're preparing for our summer fair in june. Which is like a month from now. and I think they are all crazy for preparing the sate from now! haha. gudluck to them tho! hopefully the meat will still be good. hahaha. We made like about 1500 sate's today! Mann my hands were tired after thatt. But it was kind of funn. hehe. So right now I'm in a dilemma. To sleep or not to sleepp? hahaha. I want to sleep but I'm not sleepyy. This has become a very very bad habit. Sleeping late everyday. Hopefully this will go away sometime soon. hahaha. But I guess that's it for todayy! PEACE OUT!

buddies day out!

Today the plan was to wake up at 9am and go to the gym with shady! Well guess whatt?? That didn't happennn! AS ALWAYS we never wake up! hahaha. Especially how the weather in seattle is. It's like its PMS-ing. HAHA! Sometimes its hot then its cold. And today it was rainy and cold! Not a good combination. :P So no gym today! I feel guilty. So gotta make it up tomorrow! ;P

Anywayyy the next plan was to hang out in northgate since they just opened a new imax theatre with 14! Yes 14 theatres! And since it is their grand opening all the movies, popcorn and drinks were only $2!! Yeahyaaaa! hahahaha. Me, shay and T watched twilight! And let's just sayyy that edward cullen is oh so FINEEE. hahahaha. Wish I had a boy like that in my lifee! HAHA XD Anyway me and shay think that it is going to be our new hang out place. hahaha. we'll see about that! :P

Before watching the movie, shay had a meeting all the way in downtown Seattle. So I chilled at panera bread with T for like 2 or 3 hours! haha. Our plan was to do homework! and well we did a little bit of homework and more of browsing youtube and talking and doing random stuff! Like taking picturessss! hahahahaha. It was a fun 2-3 hours!

After the movie, me and T were starving so we decided to eat in ChinaTown! It's always hard to decide on where to eat. haha. But we decided with purple dot. Got some yummy food in our tummy's! and we were making a fool out of ourselves there. At least me and T were. Trying to drink from two cups at the same time without a straw! T saying that his has sperms in his TEA! HAHAHAHAHA. that was hilarious! and shay was saying that we were an "embarrassment to society" hahahahaha. me and T are proud of it tho! we got our own shoutout on shay's facebook!
Which saidd....
Shady is hanging out with her 2 bestfriends who are classified as an 'embarrassment to society!'
HAHAHAHA. yeayyy to me and T! ;P

Anywayyy since shay was embarrassed she decided that we should all leave. hahaha. So we got in the car and was on our way to Siska's apartment to get shay's stuff. In the car we pumped up the song "Buy you a drank" And uwww weeeee.. we were dancing and singin like crazy! hahahaha. Then it was time to head homee..

All i can say is that it was a FUN day! :) Buddies for life yooo! hahahaha :P

just a regular monday

So.. 2nd day of my blogging, it's a monday! goshh I HATE mondays. hahahaha.

But anywayyy my day didn't really start till about 12 in the afternoon. yes i know.. i woke up pretty late. gotta get my sleeping hours straight here. haha. but it's coz i couldn't really sleep good last night. kept waking up and stuff. i hate it when i can't sleep. i think craig david's insomnia song would go good with this story. hahaha. Ok enough of my sleeping problems!

So i started off the day by checking fb as always and thenn did a lil bit of homework! Gosh! i've been slacking on this paper like no tomorrow. I really gotta get it done! It's just like I'm kinda clueless in writing papers. I'm no good at it. I need HELPPPP! ;P haha. Anyway after trying to write my paper, I stopped by mcdonalds coz i was starving by then. It has become a habit to kind of wait to eat till I'm like super duper hungry! Me and my roommate have been doing that well becausee we don't have any food at home! it's so sadd. hahaha. We really need to go grocery shopping. Like seriously. All we have to eat is like instant noodles. so not good! haha. So after that I got into watchingg tv and like chattinggg on msn. Then it was time to go to the gym! Yayyyyy.. trying to get skinnyyy or eat least get in shapeee! hahaha. It really is hard. I'm praying I can lose weight before I go back to Indo. *crossing fingers* :P So much tempting and fattening food these days! hahaha.

So the end of the day is heree and I'm super tired. Hopefully I can get to bed early tonight so I can wake up to go to the gym tomorrow at 9am!

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So I made this account like a long time agoooo. buttttt I haven't even posted 1 blog yet. haha. Geez what's wrong with me. ><>