patience

so what a week it has been. this is the first time i felt really ignored. wowww. what a sucky feeling it is. i try to think positive and keep myself busy so i wont think about it so much. but it's kinda hardd u knoww. but im glad i have some friends that are always by my sidee. i guess i should thank the people who have been keeping me company this whole week. don't need to mention them. they know who they are :) anywayy this blog is titled patience becausee i feel like my patience is being tested like real badd. i wonder what happens you know when being patient sometimes doesn't even change anything? goshh it's so easy to give advice to other people to be patient but how come it's so hard to take ur own advice? =( i don't really know the point of this blog. haha. I guess i'm just feeling down and wanted to express my feelings. so here i am. and that's it.